Feeling Good!

What a week last week! The 4th annual spring fashion show was great! I am so happy it turned out very nice! Ok so on to today. Today my mind began racing with all these memories and thoughts about past lovers, deceased family members and just all the events that are most memorable to me from my younger days of life. I was almost overwhelmed, but in a good way. I am feeling alive, fun and free. I am in love with someone who reminds me everyday that my self appreciation and love are what comes first and in realizing that, I realize I dont necisarilly need to be loved physically or mentally by anyone other than myself and God. I am looking forward to my visit to ATL with my brother!!! Whooo! So much to do so much to catch up on. I really hate that I will be leaving many of my friends behind in Chicago but I mean sometimes you just have to do what needs to be done. I really feel like I am so happy with life. I used to think that the acceptance of those who I called a friend was what made me happy but it is not. I am happy with just being me! I don't need or aquire "clicks" or friendships for the comfort of being alone or for show. I have friends that I know that I can talk to and be around without having to hide or bottle any of my personality or who I am. I love the fact that I am a person who does not need or require the action of seeking faults in others in order to comfort my own instabilities. I feel good! I just want to encourage everyone to think about the choices we make everyday. Stop doiong what you think others may see as good or acceptable, stop doing what you believe others expect, start living for you! Keep it respectable and fun! God will handle the rest!