Help!

AHHHH so one please help me! Ok so I made a huge mistake in not communicating and be up front and honest with the one I love the most. Thing caught up with me and I had no choice but to be honest with him. Here is where it gets confusing. He forgave me! He gave another chance! I don't know why, I dont know how, but he did! I know he is the one for me and I know that I wont ever be stupid again. I have been so overwhelemed with emotion as of late. I am getting ready to leave him, my family and friends and go to ATL for the summer to live with my brother and work...I am so excited to go but I just really want him there too! AGGHHHHH Then its Mother's day coming up! I always get sad and depressed, given the circumstances of my life. I dont know I am just so lost right now! I need to pray...ttyl