He Knows!

"God Knows how much you can bare" this has been running through my mind all week. Some days I feel like there is no one that really cares, and I had to get grips of myself and realize that God has not hurt or let me down. I have often thought that I was living to prove myself to people, to make my life the light of attention because I have been through so much. I used to feel that I have so much to prove to man and the world. Not anymore. I am not my own. I belong to God. I don't have to go through life feeling the need to be accepted nor do I have to push for any individuals confirmation about who I am! I know that I have a work to do for the Lord, and I know that I have work to do on my self for the Lord. No more waiting for man to give me the green light, I am already set for the race of life by the one who created it. I have the best equipment to successfully achieve all that He has planned for me simply because God said it is so! Sometimes our surroundings and individual circumstances seem to get so heavy on us that we feel betrayed by people we seem to have put trust in, forgetting that what really is happening is that God is preparing us for bigger battles at hand. I am growing into myself and learning how to maneuver in my own skin and I am damn proud of it! If I don't have any one to remind me of how much I am worth, I can always reassure myself through prayer and silence that I love Isaac Ricks, that I am happy with Isaac Ricks and God dwells in Isaac Ricks so I don't need affirmation from any so called friend or associate or family member because God is all I need. Now I'm going to relax by listening to Smokie Norful's "He Knows"......